Master gave me my writing assignment for the day. “How did you feel when our Alternate Lifestyle was discovered by family? And are you ashamed to be called a slave?”
At first I was angry. They had to do a lot of searching to find this site, or so I thought. Turns out that the fake facebook profile we used was sent to His family as “Someone you may know”. I am still upset, but at facebook for not protecting my privacy, not at His family. They don’t understand and that is okay. I am not going to go out of my way to explain it to them, but they have been here, so if they want to know, they can come back and read all about it. My current feelings on them knowing? Relief. I tried to hide it; created a second facebook profile, made sure I didn’t put any posts from this site on my main profile and hid the fact that I owned this site from some of my closest friends, who I know have been following my blog, because of comments and the fact that they “Like” my fanpage.
No, my Love; I am NOT ashamed to be called a slave. I haven’t had the need to explain it to anyone other than those reading my blog, but I suspect the question will come up soon. Master has made me a “training collar” out of rope. He has placed it around my neck in a way that it can not be removed without cutting it off, so I will be wearing it everywhere, even at work. I don’t suspect that I will offer up the info, but if someone asks about my “necklace”, my reply would probably be “My husband made it for me.” and just leave it at that unless they ask further. Of course, those people that I know understand the BDSM lifestyle would get the reply of “Master made it for me”, but currently, I only know of 1 person who would get that and 1 other who I could explain it to and they would be fine with it. I mean, it took me years to be open about my Pagan religion, so I am sure it will take time to be able to talk freely of my chosen lifestyle, but I no longer have to hide it. I have been given the chance to “Come out of the dungeon” so to speak.
I love my Master! I have wanted to be His since we first met, though it was only until recently that I knew I wanted to submit fully to Him. It may sound odd, but I have never felt more free than I have since I became His slave.